What I Expect From You
(The Mirror)
This page is not demanding.
It’s symmetrical.
I don’t ask for anything I don’t give.
Well… Why not?
Reflections on boundaries, behavior, meaning, and the mechanics of being human.
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This page is not demanding.
It’s symmetrical.
I don’t ask for anything I don’t give.
(Read This First)
This page exists to save us both time.
If you’re still reading after this, we’re probably fine.
(Dangerously Effective)
This is not a methodology.
It’s a pattern.
If you need a framework, borrow one.
If you need guarantees, look elsewhere.
This is how things actually get done around me.
(An Unreasonable Origin Story)
I am not special.
I just kept engaging.
Repeatedly.
For decades.
This wasn’t a phase.
This pattern will repeat.
(A One-Page Summary)
This page is for people.
Not systems.
Not filters.
Not checklists.
If you’re looking for:
this is not for you.
If you’re curious how someone ends up:
keep reading.
Lucifer stood beside God, staring down at Earth.
The house was silent.
Not peaceful silent.
That strange 3 AM kind of silence where reality itself feels slightly unfinished.
No TV. No music. No cars outside. Just me sitting there in the dark like some malfunctioning philosopher with too much caffeine, too many thoughts, and absolutely no intention of sleeping.
My brother has this uncanny ability to make terrible ideas sound completely reasonable.
Back in January 2017, he'd just started his grand adventure around the country in a tiny trailer he'd spent months building. His first stop was an old friend in Old Forge, New York.
Now, if you're not familiar with Old Forge, imagine looking at a map of New York, finding the part that says "absolutely fucking freezing," and then voluntarily driving there in the middle of January.
For reasons that still escape me, that's exactly what he did.
Naturally, when he called and said,
"Come spend the weekend."
...my response was,
"Why the fuck not?"
People assume Hell is loud.
It isn't.
Most days it's just me, coffee, and whatever absurd problem the universe decides to send my way.
This morning?
A fly.
Lucifer looked up at God and asked: